June 17, 2009

I’m here

Wow…even though it has been about 3 days I feel like I have been here for a longer time.  It’s great!  Because we only have less than 8 weeks….so we literally got off the plane running…

I was really excited and anxious to meet and greet the other SAILers I can tell they all were too!  After 3 days round the clock with them….I feel an interesting connection with them all…as well as the motivation and drive to learn about the wonderful country of Laos.

First off the Lao language is pretty hard….I love my teacher he is pretty awesome!  We learned 27 consonants and 28 vowels in 3 days….now it is up to us to practice pronouncing the words correctly.  I am learning so much this time around..because I’m not just coming to visit family friends…and touring around…I’m learning about my identity as a Lao person through the Lao-American College, students and fellow SAILers.

Coming back to Laos is always new changes and exciting things to see and do.  I can’t believe so much has happened since the last time I was in Laos.  First thing I noticed was the population and the paved roads.

Just got my first Lao massage…lovin’ it….ate last night at the Mekong river…I can’t wait to go to the villages!  Went to the US Embassy….and visited local Ngos….but gotta go….our ride is leaving….promise I will have more….FOOD IS GREAT…..

June 17, 2009

Culture Shock?

What? Culture shock? What is that? Whatever it is, I am sure that I do not have it.

Here in Vientiane, I feel as good as ever. Even better actually. I can’t help but smile all the time and I just have this urge to say ‘Sabaydii’ to everyone I pass. It feels so great to be here, I just can’t believe it! I am sure that a big part of it has to do with being with the other I am feeling so comfortable with the other English speaking SAILers! I am so glad I get to share this experience with the six of you! All of you have such a rich past and I am looking forward to learning from you. Many things you and your family experienced learn through films or books, but there is nothing that can replace personal experience. I really appreciate you sharing!

But really, I feel so natural here. All I want to do is speak Lao, but knowing so very little as I do, at first it was very difficult to maintain even the smallest of conversations. In just a few days, I have improved so much! In fact, I have definitely learned more outside of class so far, but we did just learn the alphabet (which is very hard to learn!).

It’s kind of funny because I feel much more comfortable speaking Lao here than I did in the U.S. Here I feel so confident, I just want to go to all the neighbors and chat with them to practice. In the U.S. I was always so shy! Especially when people put me on the spot, I would always be worried I would take forever to choke out a few words. I was nervous I would have that same shyness here, but I haven’t felt that way at all. Actually, it seems almost like a game to me to find as many opportunities to talk to native Lao speakers here, even if all I can manage is hello or thank you.

One thing that is very hard to master is the money! I know all the notes (500, 1000, 10,000, 20,000, 50,0000 Kip) but knowing what these numbers mean is another story. The exchange rate is currenty 8,507 Kip for a dollar, give or take. The trick is that 10,000 is about $1.25. When making a purchase, there is no time to make this calculation, however. I think it is best if I just learn what reasonable prices would be. Also, the Kip is pretty hard to work with as some of the bills look very similar. For instance, Sandra missed out on 8,000 Kip at the currency exchange where the teller gave her a 2000 instead of 10,000 note. At least it was less than a dollar!

As of now, this seems like the most difficult thing for me to master, but that may change once I start really speaking Lao as much as I can! I expect to get frustrated sometimes, not being able to express myself. I hope I can just relax and enjoy the ride! So far it has been as smooth as riding in a tuk-tuk. And yes, riding in a tuk-tuk is surprisingly steady! Most drivers are pretty good, and it feels so good to have that fresh air blowing past. As I hop on a tuk-tuk, hopefully I wont run into the sudden stops, bad exhaust and potholes of culture shock!

June 16, 2009

Arriving in Vientiane-Coming Home

June 15, 2009

We arrived in Vientiane, Laos Sunday morning and we were met by Athith at the airport. Athith is a student at the Lao-American College. Words cannot begin to express the feelings I had when I arrived in Vientiane. Throughout the whole travel, which took over 20 hours, my excitement grew and I felt giddy, like a child anxiously waiting to open the biggest most lavishly wrapped gift. Flying into Laos, the expansive country side was full of neatly groomed rice paddies with families wading and working in the paddies. It was a beautiful scene that one can only find in the illustrations of National Geographic. I walked out the airplane door and was greeted by the warm heat, it felt like a warm blanket that was gently wrapped around my shoulders, and I felt comforted. I looked out and saw the country side and a feeling of such calm and peace washed over me as if I had been holding breath for the longest time and was exhaling, I was home.

We are staying at the Somnuek Guest House, a small quaint place close to an open market and a wat (Buddhist temple). We are on the third floor, the view from my balcony makes the uneven long flights of stairs worthwhile. I have a fairly big room and the furnishing is adequate. I welcome anyone who wishes to come and visit to stay with me!!!

We have a great group. We are the first SAILers in the Center for Lao Studies’ Summer Study Abroad in Laos (SAIL) program, and I must say we are a pretty amazing group. There are 6 of us in the group; me (Vatsana), Sandra, Amy, Eileen, Brandin, and Yaeng. We went and explored Ban Phonkeng the minute we dropped our bags in our room. We had our first Lao meal, o lam (beef stew), khoua phet (spicy stir-fry), khoua khao (fried rice), and tam mak hung (green papaya salad) and Fanta (orange soda). It tasted good, but I must admit, I was scared and a little weary about eating at the open café. Their idea of not spicy is far different from ours. Their not spicy is equivalent to our spicy hot, (fire engine spicy). I thought my eyeballs were going to pop out of my head and I like spicy food!!

Today we went to the Lao-American College and met Ginny the founder and director of the college. Her story is an amazing story. She is the only American who has recently been granted a Lao citizenship because of all her work and commitment in building schools, (elementary to college) that are open to all students regardless of nationality, creed, religion, gender, sexual orientation, and disabilities. I was very impressed and touched by the schools philosophy that closely follows what CHIME, (my home school) is all about. The Lao-American College has over a thousand students and the majority of their students are from a lower socio-economics and have earned scholarships to attend. They are a private college funded by the generosity of sponsors, so if anyone is interested in supporting an AMAZING program, let me know and I will get you information.

We met our Lao language partners (students from at the LAC) and I must say, I was impressed and felt a great sense of pride in meeting these bright, eager yet modest young adults who have earned the recognition of being the top of their class, earning scholarships to study abroad in the United States. They are the best of the best and they are ideal representatives of Lao ambassadors to America. They will be leaving in July and they will be dispersed across America. I believe there is a group of about 10 students. They will be in Wyoming, Montana, California, New York, Wisconsin, Virginia, and Mississippi. I know that a few of them will come and stay with me during their holiday breaks and a couple will be in California!!!

Okay, it’s 3:00AM, so I better get to bed. I’m still adjusting to the time change here and its been difficult. Good night and I will write again soon. Love you all!

June 16, 2009

Sabaydii from Vientiene!

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Children at the Donkoi afterschool program.

Hello everyone,

So, Laos… wow. AWESOME!!! We’ve been here for 3 days and I already feel like I’ve been here for a month.  Just today I took a little over 200 pictures; some from That Luang and also the NGO we visited. I will post them when I have time, but for now stay tuned.

Our classes are pretty intense, by the end of tomorrow’s class we will have learned (memorized how to read/write) all 27 of the Lao consonants and all 28 vowels as well as some vocabulary.  It’s crazy. I like it though.

Today we visited our first NGO.  It was a quaint afterschool(ish) program thing for children.  They did a little performance for us and everything. It was so cute! We also met some of our future Lao language partners yesterday.  They were all really cool.  Later we are going to have a BBQ and go bowling with them.  They had to literally tear us apart from the lunch picnic we had together and force us to go to class!  We all clicked instantly. It was great.

Hopefully I will have time to blog more later, and post pics.  We have to go to a internet cafe because the internet at LAC (Lao American College) is pretty slow, and we don’t have Wi-Fi at the Guesthouse. So I’m cutting this convo a little short for now.

Until next time,

Brandin (or “Ban-dan” as my Achaan says)

June 15, 2009

SAILers arrived in Vientaine safe and sound

I just talked to Samantha Miller, the SAIL program leader, and the six students arrived safely in Vientiane. The trip went smoothly, everything was as planned. They have checked into their guest house and will start class on Monday. They are in the process of settling in. Once they have access to the internet and cell phone, they will get in touch with friends and family in the US. Please stay tuned for more blogs and pictures from the SAILers. -Vinya

June 12, 2009

Saying good bye is never easy

As I send off the SAILers and their program leader at the San Francisco airport, I feel like a parent sending off their children to a far distance land. I cannot help but feel happy and at the same time concerned for their well being.

How strange it is that even though I have not met many of the SAILers prior to the orientation, I felt like I have known them for a very long time. They remind me so much of myself when I was younger, full of energy and curiosity, and ready to take on the world.

The students are very excited about this opportunity as I was when I went on my study abroad program in Thailand in 1994. Back then there were no study abroad program in Laos—there has not been one since then, until the start of the SAIL program this year. Thailand was the next best thing to Laos so I signed up.

The one year spent in Chiangmai, Thailand has changed who I am as a person. I know this will be a life-changing experience for the SAILers as well. They have heard numerous personal stories from their parents and grandparents. Now, they will actually experience the “mysterious” land of their forefathers first hand for the very first time. How exciting and wonderful!

Amy, the program’s only non-Lao American SAILer, is also given a rare opportunity as an anthropology student to see the dynamics among Lao American SAILers throughout their eight-week journey, and at the same time be able to create her own memories.

As I say good bye to the SAILers for the last time before they take off into the foggy San Francsico sky, I only feel content that the Center for Lao Studies is able to provide this wonderful opportunity for them. Good bye and good luck SAILers. Have a fun and safe trip back in the Motherland!  –Vinya

June 12, 2009

Good Ol’ American Grub!

Omg…I finally finished my work related items….I hope work doesn’t follow me to Laos.  If so….You will see me hanging out at the internet cafes…chilln’ with my coconut in one hand and a mango on the other.

Yup…I totally got my good ol’ American grub this whole week.  I will miss French fries (I know…it’s so bad for me…but why does it taste so good?!!!)  I had the best $2 Sliders ever…cheap and good….that my favorite combination.  Last week it was Taco Tuesdays…that’s yummy in the tummy….And today during the S.A.I.L. Orientation we had pizza that wraps up my personal cravings for 2 months….now it’s gonna be Lao food all the way….I can’t wait to try new types of food…I hope they have “Nam Khao” that’s one of my favorite dishes….hum….but I don’t know if it is a Lao dish…or Thai…

June 12, 2009

SAILers in San Francisco, 1 day before Laos

June 11, 2009

The Beginning

It was not until today, while I sat in orientation looking around at my fellow SAILers, that my trip to Laos became real. Words can not decribe the excitement that fills my heart.  I feel bless to be given this opportunity to learn about my heritage.

June 11, 2009

e.x.i.t.e.m.e.n.t.

At many a job interview, the question ‘What three words would you use to describe yourself?’ is bound to pop up (as it did in my SAIL interview!). If asked the same question to about my feelings for my upcoming trip to Laos, I would only need one: excitement!

I am excited for so many things I can only begin to list them; making new friends, learning Lao language, partaking in anything and everything I can while I am there. More than anything, I am excited to see what it is like in a new place with a different culture than my own. I am excited to see how far I can push myself out of that small little bubble place we call our comfort zone and see how many risks I will take.

Ironically, the thing that is most likely to pose a significant dilemma during my stay in Laos is the one I least remember: the fact that I know very little Lao language. It was only in early May that I began to realize I will be living two months in a country of which I don’t even speak the language! As the trip gets closer, the language issue has become a larger concern, but I since I can’t learn a language overnight, it is best that I don’t fret about it too much. Actually, knowing many people who have come to the U.S. not knowing any English, I want to see what it is like to be in this position and see how I will get through it. Overcoming this will help me to gain a better understanding the process of adapting to different settings and culture and about myself. I am so thankful to be traveling with the other SAILers, but I hope I have the discipline to speak as much Lao as possible!

I am thrilled to know that in just a few days I will be in Laos. This being my first time out of the country, I can’t wait to see everything! I am just so… EXCITED!

June 11, 2009

SAILers do SF

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Six SAILers (L to R: Amy, Sandra, Eileen, Brandin, Vatsana, and Yaengsaeng), and the program leader, Samantha Miller (far right), standing in front of the San Francisco City Hall.

June 11, 2009

Getting ready to explore Laos

Finally after waiting so long to visit Laos….it is finally here!  Met all the other participates and it seems like a good traveling group.  Full of positive energy, and we all share the same desire to learn about the wonderful country of Laos!  I’m so excited….last night I went to bed at 5 a.m….couldn’t sleep much because had to take care of a lot of work related items before I leave.  I will be bringing 2 full boxes of truffles….I hope they like truffles…  yummy!

Sandra

June 11, 2009

Can’t Sleep

Not that I would be asleep anyway…

It’s almost 2 am here in Iowa.  I leave for the airport in an hour or so. I’m tired. Still, I can’t sleep. It has finaly sunk in that I am going to Lao soon.  I can’t believe it! I have wanted to visit ever since I was a child.

Saying goodbye to my family was also a lot more difficult that I thought it would be. My mother started to cry when the time for me to leave came. She thinks a snake is going to bite and kill me as soon as I step of the plane. Moms will be moms, I guess.

My head is filled with wonder about what Lao will be like.  What is the guesthouse like?  How are the professors? Will I die from heat (Sorry if you’re reading this mom)?  I’m too impatient. For now, I will imagine that it’s just a resort and be content.

Well I should get back to  ripping dvds to my laptop for the plane ride.  See everyone in Lao.

-B

June 10, 2009

getting ready to leave

Right now, i’m sitting at home waiting for my family to finally drive me over to Sandra’s house. [we decided ahead of time that i'd sleep over at her place so it's more convenient for us to get to the airport together.]

n1752444077_9768Recently i’ve been pretty stressed out. [i know i'm not supposed to be, cuz imma teen and i haven't even entered the real world y6et so there is no way i could feel stressed. - but i've been pretty stressed out on my part.] my family has really been pissing me off lately, school just ended this week so that means i’ve been having finals, and just the whole juggling of responsibilities.

My parents, in truth, didnt’ want me to go to laos with this program. but sandra helped me convince them by telling them all the benefits so they finally gave in. even after they gave in though, they keep lecturing me and yelling at me for no apparent reason. maybe there’s some things at work stressing HEr out, but she’s really pissing me off. NO ONE wants to see eileen pissed off – my friends have already been hurt s they know. i’m usually pretty flexible so if something ticks me off, it really ticked me off. that means that same thing happened like a million times and no one bothered to do anything about it.
adding to my mom being a total nag, she’s also doesn’t understand the situation. there’s no communication between the two of us. i swear, i REALLY need to record EVERYTHING we say to each other because i tell her things and she keeps claiming i never did. and i always tell her about three times before going to bed.

ok, maybe i shoudl stop complaining and be more me – optimistic.

i should be excited, but it doesn’t even feel like i’m going yet, nevertheless it’s summer yet. i dont’ feel relaxed and laied-back in any particular way, and i dont’ feel overly nervous for the culture shock when i get there. it’s almost like i dont’ know how to feel. i’m sort of happy i’m goingt o a different place but have complex feelings about homesickness. i know i’ll miss my american lifestyle, but i doubt i’ll miss my family within these two months. i don’t know, it’s just weird.

as far as the packing is going along, i think i’ve pack more than i need cuz my mom keeps telling me to bring this, bring that. i’ve traveled with my family every summer to hong kong, china. if there’s anything i should know, it’s how to pack for summer vacation.

this is going to be the best trip i’ve had for years. the only concern i have is that my 8 gig usb memory stick might fill up the first week of staying becuas ei’m such a  camera-whore…

and as of now, i’m still waiting for my parents to give me a ride to sandra’s…
i needa work on my power point…
and i gotta post this up…

i’ll miss my american lifestyle – but it’s going to be SO much fun these next two months.
i hope i don’t run out of room in my luggage…

June 10, 2009

Final thoughts before leaving Los Angeles

Hi Friends and Families,

I must admit that I have not had a chance to think about my trip to Laos until this very minute!!! Yikes!! It’s been a whirl-wind and a blur for me as I tried to finish the school year for my students at CHIME Elementary School and having to leave a week and a half before the school ends was a bit stressful. I will finish packing tonight and I am hoping I have not forgotten anything.

As I sit here and the realization that by tomorrow, I will be on my way to a homeland that I have never known seems so surreal. I am excited about this new adventure in my life and I am a bit apprehensive. I can’t believe I am given this opportunity, it been a long awaited dream for me to go to my birth place and see what good I can offer and what life changing experience I will take back with me. I am hoping that I will be given the opportunitity to learn about the folk culture and the arts so that I may share that part of the Lao culture and heritage in the states. On another note, I hope the mosquito problem isn’t as bad as I’ve been lead to believe. They think I’m a tasty morsel. Cheers! -Vas